When learning something new, it feels best to be validated for the essence of how you show up to learn, and your effort, presence, and energy, not just your achievements or contribution, although those also are places where acknowledgement is really key as well. Having someone see your efforts goes a long way to keeping you engaged, and you are also a somewhat independent learner - in fact, sometimes it jazzes you to learn by teaching the material to others, or otherwise taking on authorship or authority.
Your communication and self-expression is authentic, magnetic, and self-aware, possibly to the point of being too self-conscious at times, or putting too much weight/importance on how you communicate or on your thoughts or contributions.
A natural part of you is primed to think about self expression, self integrity, and self appreciation. There may be a tendency for mental blind spots or a tendency to dominate other people with one’s point of view. You are able to share your point of view directly and confidently. Sharing your experiences and the lessons you learned from them feels like something others could benefit from and would enjoy hearing.
We already went over that you take a lot of pride in your thoughts and shares, but once you decide something is “good” or “correct” it can be hard to change your mind or allow for dissent, disagreement, or on-going edits.
Sometimes being able to take space, approach something non-linearly, and just letting it percolate in the back of your mind instead of focusing on it is helpful for thinking or problem-solving. At times your mind will pull you into escape, fantasy, dreaming or just a distancing from the present. There’s a possibility for thoughts to feel scattered, foggy or slippery at times and a possibility for needing reality checks from time to time.
Take your time with expressing complex ideas, and consider using some non-verbal/creative type of communication like music, poetry or whatever seems like it will be most true to what you’re trying to get across.
Your parents had a significant effect on you when you were young - the beliefs and thought patterns you picked up from them run deep. You may be interested in your roots, or family history. You may be drawn to thinking about your emotional experience, and may want to analyze it or cognitively process it, on top of just feeling your feelings. It may feel good to talk out your feelings with others, as a way of processing.
