Client: I’d love to hear anything that might stick out to you or seem interesting about my chart. I’m currently a sahm & have been for a while, so maybe if you see anything pertaining to career (like will I ever have one ) Thank you!!!
Celestyna: It may not seem like it, but there's a part of you that is really curious and loves learning, taking in info, and expanding your horizons, be it through travel, or through other things like reading, the arts, or even spirituality. It may seem like the only way this part of you gets fed is if you change your vision for what family and home are supposed to look like, and allow for the possibility of something more unconventional in that area of life. There’s a sense that how you show up in your family or your home feels progressive and experimental to you, even if that’s very internal and related more to your thoughts/emotions rather than something showy and external. There’s a possible tension between feeling like the responsible adult and wanting to feel more like a curious, carefree child in your life - it may seem like the minute you get the balance figured out, something feels like it needs tweaking or adjusting.
You may have a unique process for feeling and expressing emotions. On the one hand, you like to think things through and express things very organically - you don’t like to be rushed and you don’t like being asked to “produce” thoughts or words that don’t ripen and offer themselves naturally. You like to take your time with what you are saying and thinking. Your mind may naturally be concerned with matters of safety, security, resources, and self-reliance, especially when it comes to areas of life that are less comfortable - like breakups, loss, grief, and hidden power dynamics. There is a sense that if you are pushed or provoked far enough however, then you can respond and express very intensely, and with a lot of ferocity and power.
It is critical for you to have alone time to process your emotions and feelings. That can help recharge your life force and your capacity to take action and make progress on going after something you desire. There is a sense that you are very sensitive to the way things are vs the way you want them to be or how you think they could be made better. It can be hard to move through a world that doesn’t feel as finely tuned and attuned as you, you might want to just completely escape it at times.
There is a sense that the way you were parented wasn’t ideal, and you’re consciously doing something different with your children and your family, and that is a big part of your work and place in the world. There is also a sense that when you do try to do something besides parenting, maybe your efforts and contributions aren’t recognized in a way that leaves you feeling dejected, emotionally raw, and tired of trying.
There is the sense that doing 9-5 corporate or basic service industry is not the path for you. There is the sense that you need something a little more unconventional. You like helping, you like being of service, you like improving things that you see could be better. There is a sense of doing 1:1 client work would be a good fit. I don’t usually suggest specific professions, but something like counseling or therapy or consulting seems like it would be a good fit for you. Possibly something more legal-system based, where you are either an attorney or some advocate or social worker. Maybe even something with finance or money. Either way, this work would have to keep you engaged mentally and soulfully, and would also need to respect your need to recharge in solitude and not constantly be “on.”
Client: WOW!!! You are literally spot on with everything you said. The most accurate reading I’ve gotten thus far. This was amazing!! I actually got the chills reading this. Thank you so much!!!
If you don’t mind, I have a few questions I’m going to list below. If you have time to answer them great! If not, I totally understand. Either way I am very appreciative for the time you’ve already given
1) I’ve been told before that I have a pretty difficult & interesting chart, what are your thoughts on that?
2) I feel like I’m never satisfied with myself, meaning I always feel like I could’ve done more, or could’ve done better etc.. but at the same time I feel like I mentally & physically can’t do more or better. This has been a constant struggle for me my whole life. Wondering if there’s any indications in my chart that show this might ease up a bit at some point in my life?
3) lastly, just for fun do you see anything interesting about my love life? I’ve been with my partner for a very long time & not to sound corny but it definitely feels like a “meant to be” type of relationship for both of us. Curious to see what my chart says on that aspect.
Thank you again!
Celestyna: Here are some quick answers for you: 1) I find all charts super interesting, and everyone has their own difficulties and places of ease. 2) This hopefully will ease the older you get, but you're going to have to work for it/with it quite a lot without giving up. There's a sense of needing to get super conscious and honest about the ways you "decide" to see reality and yourself vs how it/you actually is/are. This is something we could go a lot deeper into with astro-coaching but this isn't the right container for that. 3) As far as love life goes, I'm so happy for you, and there is nothing in your chart indicating that what you're sensing is not the case!
