transiting Pluto conjunct natal Sun part 3

So far transiting Pluto conjunct my natal Sun feels like coming into really profound and electric power. Elder power. Changing people's lives power. Magician power.

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Feels like naming truths that feel increasingly more true and taboo. Saying things out loud that I've never allowed myself to think, much less verbalize. Having people reflect back to me that my words are freeing them and validating them at deep levels.

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Feels like, despite the above, that life is scary, and hard, and no matter what I do, there's some things that remain outside of my control. Heartless things that care nothing about my worth or my survival, that are relentless in their extractive bulldozing trajectory.

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All of these things. Feels deep. Feels dangerous. Feels alive.

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There's a way in which, when things are risky, you have to outpace the risk. It's when you're in your head, holding back, that accidents happen. Trust your body, trust your knowing, trust the momentum. Let go.

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